Friday, March 31, 2006

Moving Day

Was up all night, well until 5am. Then I woke up again at 7am, still need to finish packing. Instead I sat down on my bed and fell back asleep. It did not matter, when I woke at 10, with movers coming at 1, I did a rush job leaving my room pretty much trashed, trash wise, and my closet still full of boxes, I was ready by 1, dead tired, but ready. It did not matter however, the movers were lowed down when a high speed car chase went by them and they did not make it until 3:30pm. I think dad should have gotten a discount, especialy when they decided they needed gas while on our clock.

But everything got to the apartment. A medium one bedroom in the building next door to Laura's and Jessi's. Monica lives on the other side of the complex and now officialy half the cafe lives here.

It's weird, dad got sick and only got one load up the stairs to my apt. Mom brought in groceries and several things I still need.

Thank you mom and dad, for helping me out so much. I know for a fact I could not have done it without you.

Thank you God for helping me out in this. I made a promice and I intend to keep it.

We went to Wendys for an after moving party. But it was cut short as dad really was sick. So here I am my first night in my new apartment...alone for the first time.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

I Hate This Day!!

Packing Day, I never want to do it again!!!

No I did not leave it all to one day, but hell, you would think I did! I don't know if I want to scream, cry or jump off a building. Every time I turn around there is more...just when I think I am done there is more, more, MORE! Breath, just breath...I can do this. I CAN DO THIS! God would not give me more then I can handle.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Moving

After living with my parents for what my entire life??? I am 23 years old and I NEED to get out! I feel like the walls are closing in on me and my brothers are driving me insane. I feel like my parents are pusing me to leave soon, though they would never admit it. As said before I am 23 and I should have gotten out before. Well a month ago while helping a friend move I picked up a pamphlet and application for an apartment complex right across the street from work. (With no car that is a must at the moment.) Well I was approved, my application fee, deposit and first months rent is paid. I am freaking out now, this is actruly going to happen, with my lease signed for seven months I am in, and there is no turning back. Today is my last day at work for almost a week, tomarrow I finish packing. Not looking forward to tomarrow.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

The Blog

Here I am world!!! I tried doing a blog several times but I think I am up to it now. :) So here we go, wish me luck! :)

Lauren